An Apology

My lil' doll, my love,

I have much,

to apologize.

My love for you runs,

in my veins, my barren eyes.

I could not make it!

Could not,

make you rise.

Rise to shine like a free star!

Not in disguise!

I thaught i ll lit myself,

till last drop ,

of any size.

Your heart will bloom wonders,

at,

my heart's price.

But i thaught more,

more than i comprise.

I am not the candle,

that burns to sacrifice.

It burns to light,

with pride!

and I,

burn to ashes in smokeless cries.

Ashes.

Ashes with no color,

no use,

no good,

like dark at night,

be no visualize.

Ashes in words, ashes in soul,

presented to world ,

in golden anodize.

But,

my love, i must stay ,

in calm,

I am only good to pray,

I realize.

This nocturnal dark will lighten up,

as,

my prayer,

reach the skies.

The silver twilight ,

will bring you lots,

bright cheery surprize.