what i feel

i have always written how i feel yet here i am finding myself at loss of word to describe my inner emotions at this point in life, he is in need of love and i am in need of a cure for my pain in a way he is my cure am i his angel for years he has been cold yet people have seen him change as i make my way to his core and in his own way he breaks through my shields, i shiver at the feel of his touch and i am entranced by the stare of his eyes i know not yet how i trully feel but he means something to me