Wondering

As I sit here I wonder
How long you have been gone
How far away you are
How long you will be gone
How could you have left me?
Alone in this place

I need you in my life
But you cannot be in mine
You have gone too far from me
And destroyed all hope for me
I long for your touch
Every time I sing

It reminds me of the fun
We had when you did care
I wonder if you miss me
Over in your place
I cannot be around you
But I cannot get past you yet

You were too much of my life
That I cannot let you go
If I lose you I lose me
And I cannot see me living long
If I don’t have you in my heart

You cannot say you didn’t
Want to be with me
I saw it in your eyes
Every time I came around
There was no missing that
Of all the things I saw from you
I knoe you cannot see
The things with which I need

But you cannot leave me stranded
In this life of lies you led
You spun a web of gold
To draw in all the love
With which you claimed you wanted
But in the end you shunned

I only have one thing
To say to jerks like you
Karma is a bitch
And she’s a coming for you