In The End

"In the end"


As I lay here
with this on my mind
my body starts to go numb
I feel alone, no one to find
I can't breath
even though I try to scream
in the end, does any one
know what I mean?

I can feel you there
I can see her in my head
I'm at my breaking point
while she is laying there
with you in your bed
I have come so far
now all I want to do is runaway
These wounds are real
it's a battle I can't win
My body is still numb
will I ever be able to feel
Is this really real?

Nothing left to lose
what it meant to me
will it end up becoming a memory
Confused, Lost, Scared
In a state of mind
I have no control over
Sometimes I drink
till I'm no longer sober
In the end
the thoughts still haunt me
things I don't want to see
Imagines in my head
I carry with me to bed

I can't take no more lies
I need the truth
but I will never say good-bye
I need you to erase all the pain
I don't know what to do
I don't know who to blame
I feel like I am falling apart
But there is so much left in my heart

You will always be my fear
thoughts of letting go
Will I always have you near
Lost inside these thoughts
I never wont to look back
I wish there wasn't a past
How long will these memoirs last?

Will I ever be alright
will we make it through the night
What will it take
we both made a mistake
In the end
you are what I want
with you is where I belong
I never want to break away
I love you so much
I need you with me
day after day

You are my world
you are my life
one day I will be your wife
I can feel you there
I can feel you under my skin
we will be together, forever
even in the end