Decisions

To be or not to be
That's the question of true love
Is it him or me
Who's the one she's thinking of

As confusion feels my heart
As i wander through the dark
As my mind is swept blank
For my condition your to thank

Though love is a human emotion
Between two who are fatefully chosen
Still people who werent meant to be
Are together haphazardly

Blinded by my affection
Crippled from that one direction
My heart is forever closed
Until time is forever froze

Cold sweats throughout my being
Nightmares of me seeing
The inevitable vision of my soul
Once again opening to be closed