My new lease on life, my new love

February 24, 2010

I have been with Frank now for a month and two days. A unity between us that is undeniable, unshakable...

My life has been a rather solitary one until now, and I am happy now in a way that I thought I never could really be. My walls too thick, my shield always up. Even in the midst of those few past relationships, in my deepest heart I was still alone, as they didn't really understand my deep self, just the parts I felt safe to show. A deep intellect is threatening or envy-provoking, often, to people who do not posses such - I was always wary about that but the odds were so against me as I am in the top 2 percentile IQ-wise and I did not want some egomaniac who thought an IQ of 144 made them better than others. I look at it as a gift i am very grateful for. Now i have another gift in my like, in the form of Frank who I love so dearly, who is on my level intellect-wise, and is also very caring, compassionate, and modest. A true gentleman, he loves me for me - all my attributes, all my flaws...he loves me and I love everything about him.

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