what if u could read my eyes

Those were the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen in my life.

I use to come to class before time so that i can see her coming and when she opened the door and pass a smile to her friend i always looked into her eyes.

Just like a rabbits eye they were the most innocent one as if a child has opened his eyes for the first time

and when she use tpo smile tose resembel to a baby whi is amuzed my his mother ,lightned up and alive.

and after few days she got to know about my love. She knew that i am waiting for her and when she opened the gate there was no this mischevious smile on her face.

Yes i this is another guy who is in love with me,fallen and is going to suffer

Sometimes i think those beautiful eyes had so much darkness and cruelity inside but sometimes i think she was just helpless u know in helping me

It was all my fault to fall in love with her and never told her this untill our classes were going on.

I think she enjoyed it a lot and i suffered a lot.

I never gathered that gutz to tell her that i truely love u may b i always believe that i dont desreve her,u know a average guy loking towards world most beautifull girl.



But still there is always a limit and i think i had reached that limit of one sided love.This time for the first time i moved ahead of caring about my self respect and thought to tell her this with no intensions for seeking any reply.

Just wanna tell her how beautifull she is.



I called her and told her my name.She asked me to call after one hr as she is busy right now.It intruenged me a little because these were the most beautifull moments going to happen and i was practicing for this for days but its ok.

She is a busy girl and i will wait for an hour.

Was scared very scared and then i then i called her again exactly after 1 hr.

hey its me again

i am in your calss n calling u, u know just to say something

see m not proposing for for anything but just wanna tell u that i like u a lot

i think u are the most beautifull girl i have ever seen in my life.

got very beautifull response from her but still i knew

its an end of the story

nice end i thought

but this was not true because i there were karmas that had just started u know

my dad always use to talk about karmas when ever he see my sad

"We all have to pay our karmas to somebody,its like a debt and we have to clear it"

may b it was a account uncleared and i had to pay off the debt i owed her may b in some other life"





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i thought not to continue this story further but i just got a kind review from beeling to finish it so i am writing what happened after

she send me a message that she really appreciate mine calling her and "i can call her again if i want to"

i dont know why i was so terribly in love with this girl because i was in relationship before but as if this was the first time i was struck by the force of love and i realized that how strong these feelings can be....



but i always knew that the differences and being a wise guy that i use to consider myself i thought not to move further already suffered a lot and hey atleast i told her about my feling

comeon end it up now and move ahead in life --  i use to persuade myself this was to stop thinking about her

and finally i lost and called her again

she talked to me and we had 5 min chat and i told her how did i got her number but was very nervious,finally she asked me athat she is busy now and she will call me after an hour and she mensioned very politily

"i will call u by myself " and i interpreted it that i shouldnt call her and she will call me at her convience

spent each minute each second like counting i didnt knew what happened to me

after an hour my heart beat was like i couldnt breath but there was no call for rest of time.

she might have got busy somewhere but my heart was broken again

she send me a message that she was busy somewhere and will call me tom.

i replied ok

and then she never called

then for rest of week use to call her intermitenly and i remember that call when i think she was in good mood and talked to me about a movie but suddenly my cousin came and i had to ask end the call

i asked her that can i call her again n she said ok not a problem



but there was a problem that i never understood



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