Guilt

I have got so much to say, but words tremble to come out so i can not speak!

The sun is shining bright somewhere bt there is a curtain in between so i can not see!

Zillion of emotions rush inside my heart bt they just freeze at once so i can not feel!

i pinch my skin but it does not hurt

Xanthic shades flow all around me n they trap in there gloomy cover..

i don't remember what ever existed

i cant say if anything will change!

i try hard to use logic but there is not anything left for me to relate!



All i can see is a face so blur running away in the wind...

i ques.i shout.i scream.i cry!

but no one knows...all this way i know i miss you!

i don't understand what i have done but a voice from inside wobble in my head

that i m incomplete

my heart just screams..i cant understand but it says its my biggest punishment

the days were happy before but now even the memories kill me as i have no answers to why did i let you go!



that face was no other but yours..

the voice from inside always said that i was incomplete without you!

this is the biggest punishment because i broke your heart!

now i am alone....daily defeated by your absence...

just like its not easy to heal a broken heart

its not easy to forgive a cheat!

i am guilty and i suffer... but i miss u n i cry you!



& asking for forgiveness is the last thing on my mind ...