Schitzpfrenia-The First Episode

All this occured in the year 2000

Loosing all senses…

NIghtmares while awake

Hilusination in my sleep

malnurous,though there’s abundance of cake

suffication by tears due to weeping





Eyes closed…blinded

Silent, afraid to open my mouth

Jibbering lips,figures I see in my mind

Footsteps greeking the floors

Creeping on me, they speak from behind

Knock knocks, but no one’s at the door

Insults that tears a scar onto my soul

Tied down,stalemate, illed,lost

Unrealistic as my goals





Hunged,roped,and beaten alive

Wipping me as my heart slowly pumps

Striving,breathing,trying to stay alive

Drowning deep,the surface dont exist

Words heard”Wake…..dont resist it”

But i don’t understand them

Palms holding me down by many,struggling

Piercings made an entrance

Hoping they were piercing daggers

Wished they can end it





lights,wispering tongues,imurging images

gowns of all white,eyes now with sight

greeting smiles”welcome back”the end of pilgrimage