So...

love.
it's awesome.
exhilirating.
forever amazing.
yet can do
so
much damage.
so
i've figured out how
to hope
yet keep a "sane" part of me
so
im not completely
disappointed
when and if im pushed away.
but it still hurts.
so
i thought i'd keep you
out of my mind
so
that i never have to
be hurt again,
but it's just not that easy.
i hate that i love you.
yet i love it.
so
i hope and beat myself down
from too high of dreams
all in the name
of love
for you.

hope you're happy.