Easter

I've seen you
Like I never have
before
You gave me life
You gave me breath
You fought to save me
You fought in my warzone
I need a big loan
From the GIRL zone

I've found something
You've been holding
Hands gripping my peace
Of mind-Wrenching it from
My mind-You can't take that, I said
You can't break me, I said

I've found some of these answers at the Easter Egg
Hunt-Quite by accident-Canary Yellows and Pink Prisons
Ive wanted to capture you like the most elusive HIGH
You know you're running through my veins and No,
I know nothing of who you are-Who are you?

I've chased myself all over the creation of my landscape
And I cannot force this anymore
And I cannot force this anymore
I cannot force you to look at this
I cannot force you to look-To absorb this
Destruction.

I thought you were strong-Like your hands around my neck-
When you lost control over your creation-I felt your confusion-
and despair.

Remember, that I am you
Remember that you can get rid of me
Remember what you signed up for
Remember the price you agreed upon
Remember the Deal
You made with your God
So, i could breathe
Remember the life you gave
That you can't kill me now
That you can't make die
Anymore- I know Denial is chasing us-
Do you know?

Do you know the minutes I've wasted?
THe pedestal i've placed you on?
And now you're collecting dust.