The story of a breaking heart

She never knew how it would feel,
she thought she was over it all,
moving on with her life, and finally felt,
all her problems were finally solved

It was as good as it could get,
she had her friends and family with her,
she was happy,was getting everything she wanted,
never knew when the dormant volcano would erupt

There was fire,agony and torment everywhere within,
there was no way but to suffer in silence,
with a smile fixed on her lips,she firmly walked ahead in life,
believing she had committed a terrible sin

It was a mistake, I wish I could take it all back,she said
She felt deeply sorry for all the pain she had caused him
She cried day and night till the flow of tears ebbed,
till the time her eyes closed in sleep, swollen and red

There were endless words unsaid,
feelings she kept within herself,
She didnt want to hurt him anymore,
so she suffered once more in silence

She knew it wasn't the end,
she knew she wanted him to be happy,
but one memory after another when rushed through her
she looked around for help that never would come

She knew there was noone,who'd come and save her,
she knew she was her very own savior,
but memories proved stronger,and the mind lost again,
so,she waited in vain for the tears to start flowing

Feeling so utterly guilty of hurting someone she loved,
she hurt herself more and more each day,
thinking of it as a sort of repentence,
but never even caring to look into the mirror and gaze at her eyes ,that were red

She never thought of herself,
feeling she had been so selfish already,
so she kept quiet ,so silent,she could feel her pain,
that noiseless sound of her breaking heart,and so she helplessly cried in the rain.