Monster in the Mirror

I am alone in a war.
Bullets fly around me.
The fire consumes me.
But I am the only one there.

The sun throws down heat.
And lights hell's fuse.
My anger explodes.
The words are bombs.

I am blinded and stubborn.
I refuse to open up.
To see the monster in the mirror.
The thing I have become.

I have no tears left to shed.
No words left to say.
There is nothing left of me.
Except for destruction.

This is an inner war.
Not to be fought by two.
There is only one team.
There is only one soldier.

I have hurt the ones I love.
The ones closest to me.
But I had no intentions.
I must heal these inflicted wounds.

Did I fire the first shop?
Did I light the fuse?
Yes, that was me...
I couldn't control my anger.

No...that was not me.
That was the monster in the mirror.
My other side, the other me.
The thing I wish to hide forever