Shining Metal

Shining Metal
                        Heart is pounding
                          Pulse is racing
                        Head is throbbing
                        Eyes are tracing
              Multiple stars overruling the sky
                    The moon shines bright
                        Glowing with pride
            She thinks of ways to end this night
                Wondering how she should go
                          With a bullet
                          With a knife
              So many ways to end this life
                  She remembers back to
                A young girl with no cares
                    Small and innocent
                    With long dark hair
                    But now she stares
                  At the knife before her
              Wondering if she could do this
            Wondering if anyone would care
            The slender long piece of metal
              Glimmers in the dark night
                  Tempting her to play
                Wanting to seize more lives
              But tonight she couldn’t bare it
                      It was too much
                            To fast
                    Not another death
              In this short amount of time
            And as she drew a tireing breath
            She rested her head on a pillow
          And thought of what would happen
                          Next time