Gone Now

Gone Now





Just end this life, I was unworthy to live.

Just say it’s over and I’m not worth it.

Just bury me until I stop screaming.

Just put the gun to my head.

This isn’t worth the pain.

This isn’t what I wanted.

Just give me the pills to ease the pain.

The bottle never said how many to take.

I took them all.

The pain faded fast.

My eyes closed.

My heart stopped.

I thought it was over.



A jolt of pain ran through my chest.

There was great pressure on my lungs forcing me to breathe.

My heart started beating.

My breath was quiet but existent.

The room around me was white.

Momma was crying in the corner.

And the pain was back again.

I pulled the blanket over my head.

I couldn’t breathe.

I closed my eyes.

And everything stayed black.

It was finally over.

I remembered my sweet life.

Now just let me sleep.

Just let me fly away from here.

Just leave me alone.

Let me say my goodbyes.

Momma- I love you.

Daddy- I’ll miss you.

Sisters- I’ll be with you, forever.

Brothers- I’ll watch out for you.

Best friend- I’ll be here for you always.

Boy- I always loved you.

I’ll never leave you.

I’ll always be here for you.



My goodbyes are said.

My life is over.

I’ll see you all in heaven.

The pain is finally gone.

My eyes are sealed shut.

My heart is silent.

And I’m gone…oh I’m gone now…I am gone.