abiding

                                                              AbIDInG





I've lost control of all the emotions I had inside! If only you would have just A-BI-DED to my only rule



which is I demand respect! I do not want to be cast with another lec-ture from you on how to relinquish all



to the King. I've tried to release all, but, I just started to think that, I am a Queen and will not bow down to



none other! Though, you have proved to be more than just another lover who, uses my heart and twist my



mind. Yet, your mysterious ways do have me in a bind- that causes me to lash out with fits of rage- you



are not always at fault, but product of my vicious ways! Which have been the demise of my lost desires.



Because, within my mind I blindly build fires around love as it enters my soul. I need you King to protect



me from the blaze and the thickness of the smoke. Without you, my journey has been just another joke,



to be gestured in front of students in a lecture hall, with teachings on how to treat a King and



understanding what being royalty really means. I will not fall prey to these deamons in my mind! I will



control these emotions and simply learn to ABIDE!