Painful Silence

Painful Silence

I toss and turn,
I can't sleep,
Feelings of hurt,
Creep far too deep,
I stare at the wall,
Tears run down my cheek,
It's hard to breathe,
My hearts too weak,
This painful silence,
Will not break,
Shivers of cold,
I tremble and shake,
My flesh melts away,
My heart turns black,
Agony spreads,
Through my spine and back,
When will it end?
Will it go away?
Or is this pain,
Here to stay,
I need something,
To make me smile,
Or take my heart,
For a little while,
I'm closing my eyes,
At least for now,
And dreaming of love,
I'll find it somehow.