Redemption

Broken heart.
Lonely soul.
Drowning in a sea of thoughts.
What I did, what I shouldn't have done.
Jagged scars, grown up too fast.
Falling down, getting up.
Falling down harder, getting back up.
Never give up.
Loved and lost.
Having my feelings all bottled up.
You don't understand.
No one understands why I am who I am,
how I am, how hard it is to live my life.
Don't judge me until you've walked in my shoes,
until you've seen what I've seen, until you've done what I've done,
until you've felt what I feel, until you've been through this life.
I wash the blood from my hands as I yearn for better times.
Forget the lies, the tears, the pain,the heart break that I've caused.

Redeem me, I want to be pure.