please

How do I phrase this. I need to make this, relivent to all.

So much confusion, in my prison. Nobody to catch my fall.

These battered knees will heal eventually, but I need some direction until then.

My struggles seem endless and my enemies are boundless.

Never playful always cautious. Always reminiscent never thoughtless.

When will I prevail, and win this battle for all infinity?

When will my struggles mold this betrayed soul inside of me, to be meritorious once again?

Just as the trees intertwine, I learn to be fine. Fine with the confines of my secrets.

No one would suspect, or even be able to take a guess, even if I begged and pleaded.

So keep your eyes blind and I'll keep my mouth silent, I no longer have what I was so convinced I needed.

I am ready. So just unveil me, so maybe you will see. my heart without these iron gates. These past heartbreaks breaks me down to nothing. how to build myself back up again.

He left me with memories I try desperatly to pry from my heart,

and he left me with images to horrific for words. When will I get rid of him?

Please, just let me wash him away. Please.