Truly, Madly, Deeply

    As usual.. I'm siting on the hill. I call it, "Lonely Mountain". Why? Because I'm always the only one here. No one else ever comes here. And, it's the only hill in this field. It's a pretty big hill, too. I always hang around here after school. I do everything here.. Homework, listen to music, read, nap, talk on my phone.. Just about everything. My most favourite thing to do on this hill is dream. I dream.. Dream about falling in love one day. But.. I doubt that would happen. I'm not what you call, "popular" or even in a ranking at all.
    Why so? Because, I'm chubby. My hair could be mistaken for hay. Black and brown hay. My face is round. Too round. I wear glasses too. I'm short. Really short for a 14 year old. I'm 4 foot 3. I'm the shortest, chubbiest teenager in all my 9th grade classes. I wouldn't be chosen as a model. Never. I can't picture myself going down the runway in a dress. I also never wear latest trends. I'm independent and different. Girls make fun of me. I have never worn anything shorter than my ankles. Yes, that means I don't wear skirts. Why? Because I don't want a Marilyn Monroe moment. I'm just a weird short, fat, unpopular, out-of-fashion, girl named Klaudina.
    My parents named me Klaudina because they wanted a unique name. I like my nickname to be Cloud. My friends.. Well, friend, tells me that I have a perfect name that matches my personality. Me? Have personality? People label me 'Emotionles' aka: 'Emo'. I go along with it. I really don't care. Just as long as they don't insult me, I'm fine.Klaudina is like...A really weird name to me... Klaudina Dwein. Even my last name is tacky. I sigh whenever I say my name. I don't know why. When I introduce myself, I sigh and the other person says, "What's wrong?"  All I can answer is: "Nothing. Just call me Cloud."