Unattainable

There were so many people, so many faces



There were so many laughs in so many places



But I was never there, it was never fair



I wanted so badly for you to care…



There were so many lights, so many stars



There were so many smiles, hiding the scars



But I never saw, each hidden flaw



I wanted so badly for you to know…



There were so many words, so many lies



They were lost in translation, those many cries



But I could not fear, each fallen tear



I wanted so badly for you to hear…



There you were together but still so alone



There I was trying so hard to condone



Wanting to hold you, wanting to be



Wanting to know why you’re not here with me…