I will not get out of bed this morning

I won't wake up this morning,
I will not get out of bed.
today is going ot be terrible,
thoughts of her are already in my head.

can't get up today.
my need will get too strong.
I will not leave these blankets,
if I don't,
I can prolong.

I will not get out of bed,
then her phone will not ring.
I will not even life my head.
she won't hear my insecurity.

I'm not rising from these blankets,
not today or ever.
I will never rise again,
I'll play dead,
or too sick to recover.

I won't get out of bed,
not while these blankets hold such charm.
I will not get out of bed,
hold on, I have to turn off my alarm.