What now?

JD and I have been together for over a year,
I don't regret it.
I love him, and he loves me.
Now though,
I am without him.
He left for a camp,
and people tell me he has a new girlfriend.
Well I pray to god to have him help me,
then go to bed.
I wake up and feel nothing,
I go to school and nothing again.
Now I like this other guy,
I haven't been dating him just wanting to,
I feel bad because I'm still with JD.
But this other guy, X or Xavier, is everything I could ever want.
He's hot, has an amazing smile, plays football, and he is all I can think about in class.
What do I do?
I love JD, but now I have the same feelings for X.
What now?