This is a poem I wrote about how I feel around my crush. |
From afar, I see your eyes give me a light smile. A wind rushes and takes away the unheard words before I open my mouth. This tends to happen to me, when I am near you, This sensation. These waves wash over me, And I become blank. What is this feeling? When I look into your eyes, I lose all senses, I am barely aware of the light trance I am falling into. With strong force, I realize you are making me fall into this whirl of time, Where I can only see your face. I`m starting to have a nagging feeling, This hint of doubt… This urging sensation to do something about it… This thought in my mind… This inner-confession… Is this what it feels like to be in love? Are you the cause of this newfound emotion? I can`t decide, If I should invite this intense feeling, But then, how could I ignore such a strong light? When you say hello, Something sparks in my mind. I wish you could understand. Every day, I start to ask myself… Should I reveal this secret? How does he view me? A fragile butterfly, falling off a branch? Gliding under the moonlight? An insecure whisper? I just wish I could understand.. The workings of the mind, if just a bit more. How should I know If I am out of grasp, Or so very close? I see you once again, Your short greeting, Your light smile. What should I do? This hint of doubt… This nagging feeling… This will haunt me forever. And yet, I feel a smile creep up to my lips. Sometimes, I`ll feel a burst of courage… I greet you as well…what else could I do? I don`t fully understand this feeling. I will keep watching you… Maybe one day We can both understand? |