Just read it. I'm tired of descriptions. |
When she smiles you know she's sad She's trying to feel a little less bad Transparent smiles are her disguise... But she can't hide her lying eyes. She watches as he walks away Though she's got so much more to say She is in love, she knows it's true... But wonders "Why must it be you?" Because he's far too perfect for her Unlike anything else on the earth An angel in a human's guise Without secret thoughts or lies... or so she thought. As she stared at the computer screen She saw the message, felt her eyes gleam Just a click and she could see "I know why he means so much to me." "I saw you smile at me today I know you had something to say I could see it in your eyes All your smiles are nothing but lies." In that sitting she told him everything Every sadistic, suicidal thing And through an hour he heard it all Never hearing the alarm's call. He'd been blessed with a kind of care That can't be found just anywhere The kind who can make even her feel Like something besides misery's real. And the things he said to reassure- She knew that he meant every word It'd mean even more if he could see "How much he truly means to me." As he types a quick goodbye She feels a feeling slowly rise The first one in an eternity A feeling of warmth, of joy, of...glee. |