broken down

                              Broken Down



 

                          I'm so broken down,

                  Even though everyone's around,

      When you said I love you it was nothing but a joke,

        And yet you always threaten to call the police,

        That little joke became a big joke and as it lies,

      Here in my heart it seems as if it will never depart,

          When I was young I took it so seriously,

                Even though I did it so nervously,

                When i tried to bring myself up ,

          You just went ahead and tore me down,

    And then I knew it was because no one was around,

          I act as if I'm okay and nothings wrong,                 

        And yet I struggle I still manage to stay strong,

      Here I am still hurt and as my heart disappears,

        All of a sudden I just wish it would reappear,

Then I feel as if I want to hear something from Shakespeare,

                When i try to tell you how i feel,

      You just wait a minute and you start to squeal,

      When you got mad you try to take everything I had,

There's just one thing you cant have which is my dignity,

      Because it will always be here for  intrendity,

      I just have one thing to add I believed in you ,

          So why couldnt you believe in me....... 

    These were the reasons why I am so Broken Down