To love or not to love?

I can feel the blood slowly dying throughout my veins,
as my heart gasp for breath.
The nail like teardrops squeeze through my eyes,
that evaporates from the heat of my flesh.
Sprinkles of hell brings out the heat onto my skin,
as the stream from the heat sings a ghostly song of the lies I hold onto.
My ears becomes numb of sound, but the intense vibrations from my heart is able to get through.

This is not the doing of any feeling, but the mastermind called love.
A mastermind that let his demons do his dirty work.
In their pockets the demons carry the grenades of pain to unleash in battle.
A blast so deathly that it destroys all sense of reality to leave the heart unarmed,
only to have the delay effect of reality striking its hot needle in the middle of the heart.

My eyes are the vision of hell as the red glows in the dark days of my life.
Every pore ooze with the red flames of Love's poison.
How foolish I was to willingly drink the vial of Love.
Gradually allowing the posion to take over me day by day,
Ignoring the side-effects and allowing it to build up.
The signs had became invisible to me, I knew my heart was dying,
but now it is to late because my heart is dried up.
The idea of liquid passion no longer pumps inside my heart.
The poison consume every last drop, leaving my heart nothing to fed on.

Slowly darkness lurks and covers the eyes of the unworthy,
leaving the unworthy in an infinite void to float on their thoughts,
that constantly chants to them a gloomy song of despair.
Unwilling to fight it I open my arms and let myself drown in the darkness.
I swallow the black fluid and allow it to enter inside my heart to give it another life.
My black heart,
a new thing I carry.
I do not let the color fool me,
for I have learn that this thing called Love...
is harmless.
Instead its the human mind unable to comprehend the nature of Love,
that truly destroy us.
The idea of profound compassion,
so simple,
and so complex.
So i ask...To love or not to Love?