I am you

When it rains i think of every single tear that has been shed in this world. Every child that has starved. Every unborn baby that didn't have the chance to live it's life. Sadness surrounds me. As if I'm alone. As if i was spared. Why? Why am i still here? Why not replace an innocent baby with me? Like I'm any better. Sometimes i wonder, how a world that was created to be beautiful, become such a horrible and terrifying place. Every corner i turn i see death. Was there ever a time where this place was peaceful? My mind capable of unknown understanding. My heart beats slowly. As if I'm in slow motion. I stop. I watch people pass me. Reading every single mind. All think of fear. Everyone has a disguise and very few admit it.Even the mass murderers have fear in their eyes. Flames from hell creep through my veins. Destroying me slowly. I wonder to myself who am i? Just as i think there is no answer. Something like no other appears. I AM YOU!