My children

I lye awake at night thinking how I'm going to better myself as a mother

I love my two kids they are my life, my world

I would do anything for my kids



I may not have both of my kids with me but my oldest is always in my heart

I cry just thinking about how much better his life is

He has everything he needs and more

I miss him very dearly



My youngest is with me and I just love him to pieces

He has everything he needs and a little more

He is very challenging at times cause he is special needs



He is very energetic but alway happy go lucky

He is going to be a chick magnet with his big blue eyes and long lashes

Everyone that meets him adores him like crazy



My oldest is very very handsome too

Both are very artistic and love to make people laugh

One of these's day my boys will meet and have the strongest bond ever



If anything happened to either of them I don't now what I would do

They are my blood , my family

It's hard for me to write this poem cause both aren't with me



I was a young mother and stupid too

I thought I new best for my oldest so I placed him for adoption

Think he would have a better life



I regret it to this day and wishing the day will come soon that are paths will meet

I love you both so much and that will never change



Love always mommy