Rollercoaster

If you where to tell me that I would be going through all of this eight months ago, I would have laughed.
I was living an innocent teenage life going after my dreams.
Nothing would have derailed me or kept me from moving forward
Determination and will power greater than most could see.

There were other plans in store for me, a journey that I was not ready for.
Eight long months of pain that I had to endure and still dealing with, will it ever end?
Learning valuable life lessons, which I was not expecting; self-reflection such a powerful thing.
Pain, agony and feeling hopeless, will it all go away?
Will the life that I wanted ever come true?