waiting

I sit alone, in the dark of night, hoping and praying that he walks in the door,

In truth I know that it is only my lonely heart, that he far , he walks a distant shore.

Our love is timeless, walking thru all realities, not blocked by any door.

In deams we walk hand in hand, finding true peace in the deep of night.

I close my eyes and we are one, one heartbeat one breathe one soul.

No distant, never apart, in dreams this world fades and another is born,.

In a meadow still and serene, a gentle brook and the blessing of a shade tree.

The bubbles of water, flowing softly, natures sound lulls us.

We lay on a blanket cuddling close, hands touching , hearts in our eyes

A kiss, the gentle brush of lips, a sip a gulp, the joining begun

Two that are one, one that can never be with out the other.



I try to hide, deep inside my fear, I want it gone, never to touch

I fear your lose, the one that knows me so well

I fear another would seek to tear us apart.

I fear you will be taken, lost from our lives.



I walk in shadows, they shelter me, given me comfort

from the stark light of reality, fantasy calls, the seduction begun

Our breathes mingle, becoming one

our hands travel, paths we both know

familiar, steps , a dance that has become perfection

breathes exchanged, hearts beat faster,

our body strain, reaching for that goal

our body joined, two into one

a sigh and gasp a ragged moan

panting we strive for that star just out of reach

a sound jars me, shattering the dream

I awake, tears streaming down my face

My body throbbing, my heart pounding

I reach for you, so sure you are there

my hand can not find you, your side of the bed is bare,



I search and can not find

only in dreams divine

I strive and search

reaching for a star

I look for you , in every crowd

even knowing you are not there

I see your eyes, in a strangers face

I hear your voice in a empty room



In my heart I have such pride

my lover, no other, a father , none better

a soldier standing tall and proud

a soldier willing to die

honor your name

you action not seeking fame

to defend you will go

to make a better world you do serve

My pride and joy, love and tears

You are my heart, the part of my soul

You are my breathe, with out which I would cease to be

You showed me love, you helped me heal

knowing now I can not fail

no other can do, no other would I chose

My lover, my warrior, my soldier.



If apart we must be, in dreams no distance

If apart in reality we must be, In fantasy together joined

You found me, destroyed

in your arms , healing I did find

together we have stood

the testing of times the trials of life

The joy we found with each of our children

the sorrow that destroyed for our lost angel

Life and love, joy and sorrow,

with out you I have no tomorrows.

In your eyes , home I did find

In your heart, my family began

If asked I could not say, all that you are to me

There is no price or prize that would equal to me

all that you are to me.



I love you, I lust you, I desire you

You make my blood heat

with just a spoken word

You make my soul shiver

with just a smile

You are my all, everything I need