In and out of consciousness, tossing & turning in my sleep I have no hunger to eat because the pain scare me too deep tears roll down my face as I hold myself and forcefully pace at the sure knowledge that she is in my place she is touching you... she is holding you... she is kissing you... but I am the one still loving you... memories of our happiness smiling at your sexiness and finesse intoxicating images making my head a mess words from late night conversations clearing through many hesitations personalities clicking, creating motivation I tear apart inside from the harsh deprivation she is touching you... she is holding you... she is kissing you... but I am the one still loving you... staring at old photos, tokens from the past the love that started right but ended so fast we sat and agreed we would fight to make it last now you leave and sleep in her bed and leave me lonely and questioning thoughts within my head i'm feeling betrayed and deceived because you have fled my heart beats to the silence of a love that is now dead she is touching you... she is holding you... she is kissing you.. but I am the one still loving you... |