A childhood memory |
I try to think of childhood days but happy memories will not come. Though sad ones are plenty, I will tell you only one. My father was fond of the bottle a little too much you see. When he was drunk and angry he'd take it out on my sister, my brother, and me. I remember in detail that old yellow chair. The place we were beaten till pain no longer could we bare. I can still feel the fabric pressed tightly to my skin, knowing no one listened to my cries as I paid for my father's sin. I can feel the pain of the bruises, taste the salt of my tears, just the thougt of that yellow chair stirs up anger and childhood fears. If I ever saw that chair again I can tell you what I'd do I'd buy that horrid yellow chair show it a thing or two. I'd put it in an empty lot with all the courage I found, shoot it with a shotgun, then burn it to the ground. Then maybe childhood memories would suddenly appear. There must be some memories where happiness filled the air. Now you know my story no need to hold it inside, maybe all my anger will one day subside. A happy childhood memory I wish with you I could share. But all that remains of my childhood is the thought of that old yellow chair. |