I wrote this last year after my last boyfriend really hurt me. |
You call me and ask me how I am. When I hear your voice my heart breaks again. You have hurt me so much that I cant stand it. I gave you all of me and you took advantage of it. You have no idea what it does to me when I hear your voice. It tears another hole in my already broken heart. I have tried to stand by you but I cant take anymore. You only think of yourself not what I feel or think. You say you love me, but how can you love me when you don't even love yourself. When I talk to you, you don't even listen. At night I cry inside because I need my heart back. You took my heart and stomped on it like it was nothing. I cant say these words to you because I hurt way to much. I need a love that is pure and deep. Someone who loves me for who I am, not who you want me to be. My heart is broken, but I still go on. I go on because one day I will find that person I have always needed. Hearing your voice on the phone makes me feel sad and angry Why, is all I keep asking. I get no answers. You never saw me. You only saw the person you wanted me to be. I want the hurt to stop, the aching to stop. Words I can not say to you. |