Blackened, blackened little heart

Can you feel what you’ve always felt?
A cynical little smile
I laugh out loud
I’ve become one with the darkness inside of me

Pretentious smiles, it’s almost funny
And this is who I am; this is who I’ve always been
I feel safe
I believe in what I’ve always known

This feeling inside that I so desperately tried to hide
Stop knocking on that damned little door!!!!!
Nobody live there anymore!!!
Go away; go away, that heart has left

Nothing’s worth saving if there is nothing to save
Every color drained from my empty soul
Love is just a mere expression of what one person crave from another
To love, to die, to have nothing left inside

Ha ha, you rock my world, you turn it around
A shame you poor little child, your heart would be replaced with a rock
Wake up, look around, you are in denial
All the pain and destruction happening around you

What do I write about, where do I start
When this mind is connected to no heart
All became still
The day the beating dissapeared