My Own Stupidity?

What happened in my house
While I was gone away
Of course he wouldn't tell me
I knew it anyway

I thought that I could trust him
I thought he actually cared
Why does he always hurt me
Every time I can't be there

He left me here to wonder
Why he always makes me cry
Why he would always talk his crap
Why he would always lie

Oh, how the months went by
I was hoping that he would see
How much I really loved him
And just come back to me

Now as he sleeps next to me
I still have to worry
Cause how much did he mean it
When he told me sorry