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My family well, what's there to say
My family has just turned away
No more us, no love, no trust
Gone so now live on i must

I can't handle this pain
Can't cry no more tears
I have nothing to gain
And I can't live the years
Not living in the same old way
So much change brings a new day
When did I lose my faith in love
When did my trust fly like a dove
I'll answer that now and i'll answer it true
It happened the day that I lost you

The day that I lost it will stay in my mind
For eternity, for all of time
The day my father, my friend, my dad
When he told me that he was mad
But not just mad in the usual way
He said he'd hate me 'til the end of his days

And that my friend is when I lost
My faith in love and trust and gain
That's the day i felt the pain
Like nothing i've ever felt before
Inside I died and fell to the floor

On my hands and knees I wept
Begging just to be kept
In his mind, his life, his heart
Maybe we could make a fresh start

But he said no, not a chance
And threw me the most evil glance
that made me feel like I hated him too
But really dad I do love you

I could never hate the man that raised me
The man that taught me how to be
The man I went to for advice
The one man that was always nice
The man that has my unconditional love
The man that rose right above
The one man in my life i could trust
And you threw it away, life's so unjust

But in my heart, and in yours too
We both know that it's true
That I love you and you love me too