Heart Broken

I dont know how much more I can take of this. Knowing I'm not his! Not sharing one kiss! The love of ours I miss!
Not one second goes by when I dont love him, not one minute when I dont think about him, not one day when I dont miss him, not one night when I dont dream of him.
Something that we had was rare! There's not one relationship that compared! It was that moment I was scared! When he said something that wasn't fair!
Breaking my heart, no end or start. Keeps getting deeper and worse, each moment I stand the more it hurts.
I love him so much, he was my every touch. Now that I'm standing here all alone, my future to me is unknown.

Dedicated to Sam Platt
(written: April 5, 2009)