Dismal Melodies

I can feel it, my heart spark fading; leaving me hiding in dark corners on the periphery of a sane mind. Heartache and sorrow, even now more than ever I am full of both. I drown in an ocean of thoughts I can't even bore from my head. I am scared. Look in the mirror. Where am I going; who have I become? She sent me falling into an obscure and dismal existence where my love is in vain and once proud melodies have silenced. Her song is dead. For love unrequited is the cruelest kind. I am beaten down by love and by hate. By twisted reveries and a silent routine. Wrath becomes my enemy and trust, my only friend. But only in myself. Driving me mad. I can't take much more, take me away. Floating. I'm fading now. I can see the other side now. My sweet escape. Solace waits at sheriff's post; waits for me.



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