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It Used to Matter An original piece by Victoria Underwater Breathing is harder- I didn’t notice before In my dreaming Constant Screaming But what difference does it make? Every morning I wake Certain facts won’t change Like the one where this goes on forever You thrive, and I wither It all used to matter to me When breathing was everything But breath’s something I can’t afford to waste In words when no one’s listening I remember when I used to be So innocent, floating in a dream Where you were the enemies And I was still alive… Solitude In my room- The only place I belong My heart is frozen With what’s unspoken But what difference does it make? Tomorrow I'll have to take Another blow, but stay awake And I'll be left bleeding with a smile Still painted on my face It all used to matter to me When breathing was everything But breath's something I can't afford to waste In words when no one's listening I remember when I used to be So innocent, floating in a dream Where you were the enemies And I was still alive... Closing my eyes to dissapear I pray I'll fall away from here But still I awaken and know the truth You're still there... Get away from me, I beg you You know I don't want to hurt you But as long as you stay with me you're Always bleeding my sorrows The ones that I can't feel. |