Hidden Words

Hidden Words

How many times when i'd start to say
the inner fear kept the words away
they stayed inside and began to build
a crashing sword with pain it's yeild

cutting, slicing through my soul
not caring about what cost it's toll
the thoughts churning all the time
alluding my voice like a mime

holding this in for all these years
has left me crying many tears
whistfully streaming down my face
searing my soul and leaving disgrace

so long now pain has held my life
decieving my heart and causing strife
about my feelings i've always lied
deep inside they try to hide

and now it's time I can truly see
to push this pain from inside of me
stop it from cutting like a knife
and bring my soul back to life...