Goodbye

How do I get rid of you? Everything smells like you.
The sheets, the pillows, even my clothes. I wish so
much between us wasn’t true.
The essence of your being just here with me drives
me absolutely  crazy.
Someone I beg you please come rescue me from
this intoxicating life
Let me be selfish for once, and say my goodbye.
I want to be the innocent, red cheeks of a young child,
Their innocent eyes and the pink lips of their
Beautiful smile.
Please let my life once again be my own no hurt,
No pain, and no yearning for you to come home.
I want no more to be alone and your name I
Mustn’t moan.
As I pick myself up over and over again, I
am now as strong as you could ever possibly imagine.
I always and forever will Love you, my dark prince,
So as I leave with my pride and joy .
I hope that one day we might be together once again.