first love lost |
heartbroken and walking down an empty street tears flowing as i said "he meant the world to me" hands shaking as i try to calm back down again friends say "he wasn't worth it" they say "get over him" wipe off mascara as it flows from my eye to my cheek never felt this defeated, i've never felt this weak they say I'm better off without him thats easy to see my tears stopped coming as they reminded me it was all a lie don't even ask me why i tried so just get off my mind you left me so far behind don't wanna play in your games your love it hurts me feel my pain I even wince at your name wasted all my time on you what a shame stupid, foolish i was young in love and so nieve it seemed so right we fit together oh so perfectly i still remember the first time we drove all through the town if i had known the future, i would have turned you down try to forget the feeling that i got when you smiled at me and don't remember how we talked for hours easily and just look past how we snuck out all of those summer nights i should have known better, that it just wasn't right your eyes so bright and blue full of shit just like you your smile innocent has now become regret and all your stories told seem to be growing old i will no longer try your love it is a lie |