Rest

You look around but what are you searching for?
You don't even know
Your friends have to give you a treasure map
Just so you can pretend to have a goal
To have a purpose

I need something to hold on to
I need something to cling  to
A refreshing to take me away
A gulp of fresh air to take me through
To bring me back
From this darkness
I can't breathe
Save me

Help me !
How loud do I have to scream
How  far do I have to run
How many pieces of my heart  must fall to the ground
Before I breathe again
Before I feel again

Feel something other than hurt
Loneliness
Emptiness
Pining, my soul is pining
Pining for home
Pining for Rest.                     
                                                  R.I.P

All these feelings I have
What am I to do with them
I'm lost
In a world that doesn't  have place for me
A world that can't fill my heart
Meet my needs
Quench my desires
Dry my tears.

How am I to find peace
How am I to survive
How am I to rest.
                                                  R.I.P

Where is the light going to come from?
When is my saviour going to arrive?
Where is my knight in shining amour,
My Prince Charming?

I'm in love
But who do I love
I want to love
But no one loves back
Help me Rest.
[I depress myself]