Unloved, Unloveable

From the moment she was born,
She was unloved, and unloveable.
Daddy was rarely around,
And when he was, he beat her.
Mummy largely ignored her,
Feeding her on occasion.

Unloved/Unloveable.
Always playing around in her head.
She went to the cheapest school,
Constantly being bullied by the boys.
And every night she sat at home and cried
But only when she was alone.

Unloved/Unloveable.
The words her boyfriend said,
When he dumped her for the blonde,
The later prom queen.
Anger now builds up in her head.
And she begins to hurt herself.

Unloved/Unloveable.
The razors burn, the near drownings hurt.
None so much as the humiliation;
The humiliation she gets when the others,
Her "friends", mock her for the pain she suffers.
The paranoia is fortifying in her mind.

Unloved/Unloveable.
After school, she begins work in a town far away.
Mummy and Daddy are dead now, so she has money.
But she hears voices, whispering things to her.
"Mummy never loved you, you little creep!"
"You are unloved, and unloveable".
She begins to become withdrawn from everything.

Unloved/Unloveable.
The man eases onto the pavement, bleeding to death.
She looks from him, the last in a long line of abusive,
selfish boyfriends, to her cut arms. Smiling, she leaves.
But not after cutting his already dead wrists.

Unloved/Unloveable.
Alone, she prowls the city streets at night.
Hunting for men and women to kill.
Bloodlust is high, once every month.
Nobody is safe. She even dreams of killing.
Psychopath. Serial killer. Monster.

Unloved/Unloveable.
The judge, with pomp as is expected, declares.
Sentenced for life: 17 murders, all in cold blood.
Alone in prison, she sits, her mind slipping away,
Dissapearing beyond the horizen like the sun.
Just like her in the morning when she is found,
Hanging from her cell fan, twisting gently from side to side.

Unloved/Unloveable.






AUTHORS NOTE:
This is NOT meant to glorify serial killers, just to give an idea of what the "stereotypical" killer is like. Abused childhood, and isolated existence. I do not agree to what serial killers do in any way, shape or form. Unfortunately, they will continue to exist whilst there are abusive households around.