The song never stops playing

&& at times of desparing hope
I close my eyes and let the lyrics sing
for it seems they are all left,
that of can carry me on
so then the beat drowns out thew words
and the melody resumes
the sound remains in the air
true moments despair
yet the dream of escape is gone
shortly after a pause,
a teardrop falls
I ask myself why she doesn't respond
and suddenl a swarm of emotions
like angry bees
at once they attack me,
only I take no precaution
Growing upon me at first,
the tempo switches up
Unbearing is the base
and a taste of death it feels approaching
a flash of light
I let go of life
and music notes appear
anticipating the worst,
shockwave-my heart jumps
my eyes reopened
the simplicity is
when you never open your eyes,
you say goodbye
when you enable them to reopen
the music shall go on
back to a normal rate my heart beats
The song is at its bridge
and when my eys reopened, there he stood
and as I gazed into his eyes
the chorus drove up upon me
lyrics began to speak
3 more tear drops fell
and released from a shell, in which i was trapped
reattaching to a music symbol
intending to ride the song until it came to a hault
and here, finding myself'
as long as he is at the end of my song
the lyrics go on forever
so i let the song play
and at times of desparing hope
here with me,
it stays