Even 11- ...THE SUPERIOR'S FALSE HOPE-

THE SUPERIOR'S FALSE HOPE-

The inferior are selfish and just refuse to see

  The truth that could save them and make them like me.

I strive to enlighten and lift all the suppression...

  But, no one will take in this revolutionary lesson.

Searching so desperately fro some way to connect.

  A presence of human; just an absence of intellect.

The creature that I am, will leave your astral behind...

  For you dissappoint me and will never be my kind,

And so, I continue on, with the knowledge of all.

  Finding my soumates...

-Walking through the wall.



THE BEGINNING-

Beginning the numbing process, once more.

Should've stayed there when I found it... Needed to embrace it.

Staying in order and out of my head.

Anticipating dreams of nightmares.

Covering my world in death.

Conversating with ghosts...

Maintaining compassion, while remaining selfish.

Now, I'm walking back and forwarth from the edge of insanity...

Taking longer to return than the time before.

Seeing so many sides to myself.

Taking in all the possibilities of who I am and my desires.

But, still... always finding myself...

Trapt in my head.



THE APPROACH-

Approach me with caution, for I am a creature of a different kind...

  One, that once was, and also remembers being more than this...

I know it. I swear it!

I'm not... I can't be this...



WHY-

Why we where there...

  Only the superior shall know.

The energy recollecting and centering...

  Forming our kind.

The creature is coming to....

  Disoriented. Confusing dreams and memories.

Turning life into empathy....



EVEN 11-

Lead me. Follow me. Fuck me. Hold me down, then swallow me whole.

The taste is BITTER. Now choke on my ashes, while I enjoy the pain...

You know how to take me, and it's not LIGHTLY or it it LIKELY

that I'll cry for you... But, possibly BLEED for you.

Fuck EMOTIONAL. It's PHYSICAL, DEVOTIONAL, ALLEGENCE

to you, MY GOD... But not until you succumb to me. Be mine.

I've been yours for far too long and now I understand SEVERITY.

So, it's time to find you. I'll take you into me...

MY LOVE...



I'M UNEVEN

EVEN11

I AM EVEN

UNEVEN 11



I put a match out on my tongue (BREATHING SULFUR)

and try to act hard (STINGING AND BURNING) instead (CHOKING AND GASPING)

I feel like a goddamn retard... (UNCONTROLLABLY LAUGHING)  But, I bet

you didn't know how clever I can be. So, sit back and try to understand the words

that are coming out of my MANDIBLE... I'm THE SKEPTICAL, CYNICAL STOIC

and you know it. Don't you HATE IT? If you do, the FUCK YOU! Even if you

LOVE IT... FUCK YOU. Why don't you just get on this waggon before I

run you over and SNAP your fucking NECK?! Oh, HECK! I'm from MISSISSIPPI,

where it's BLASPHEMY 101 EVERY DAY! Now, it's time to say

what I wanna SAY, so you'll understand what I came here for... And it's not only

4,8, or better9, even 11... I say, it's 11-9-88 JUST FOR YOU!

Damn, I'm sorry...IS THIS ALL NEW?!

I'M UNEVEN...



I'M UNEVEN

EVEN 11

I AM EVEN

UNEVEN 11