She loved me She loves me not We're now cold Where once we were hot. The seasons have changed To an endless winter There is a sign above her heart: "Do Not Enter!" The door's now shut No one's home No longer am I wanted So I walk alone. Remembering her say Those three magic words Replaying her voice Loveliest I've ever heard. I say, "I love you." And her heart turns away "I loved you too...," she says. "But that was yesterday." Apologies fail me Sorry's do not avail My Heaven was left me So I make my bed in Hell. It's all my fault I accept the 'sponsibility I failed to love her I lacked the ability. All I have now Is the past to remind me Of how when I was lost Her love sought and found me. How did I ever Her let go All she wanted was me And I said, "No." I don't blame her though I chose my road Walked down the path of silver When I could've had gold. I read her poems Her words affect me She screams: "Why did you hurt me?" "Break me and neglect me?" I stand there shaking My voice trembling Heaven watches Their hosts assembling. Voices declare "She was your good and perfect gift." Then they take me out of her heart And set my soul adrift. This newfound pain Is something I've never known All by myself now...dying As I walk...alone. (To the one this poem is about, I am so sorry. I should've loved you when I had the chance. Now it's too late.) |