Fire

Flash and its back.
That sick revolting feeling swooning in my chest and jaw line.
Trembling slightly, not for the same reasons as before.

Watch me give up something yet again, I have done nothing but sacrifice for you.
Give up my time
Give up my passions
Give up my space

I called you, you know. Tried to reach you
but your so absorbed in your fear of failure you cannot take thirty minuets to talk to me.
You can’t take thirty seconds.

Watch me falling yet again
Slipping a little further
A little more back
The way I came.

Deep breaths, hot as fire, as uncomfortable as shivering
Dwelling in the same sore spot it always sweeps over
The fire never dies, it only lessens I have learned.