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A girl in love. her emotional stages when the love isnt returned. |
Passions ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Unzipping the pants. The slid of naked skin on naked skin. Smooth, hot, ready. The pain The pleasure Whimpers Moans Hard movements Screams Everything a delicious blur of precision Wanting more... Then... " I have to take you home now." Conversation on the Phone. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Him: What's up? Me: Not much. Just watching T.V Him:Oh..Did you enjoy yesterday? Me: Yea..It was...good.(Feeling a shiver now) Him: Thats good. I hope I did my job(Laugh) Me:(Silence as i imagine the whole scene) Him: Hello? Me: Mmm.. Im here. Him: Ok.. Well I just wanted to make sure you were ok. Im about to go out. Me: Oh? Where? Him: Hang out with my friends. Shana is gonna be there. Me: (a little upset...a little sad..I wanna gooo!!!) Oh...welll have a good time. Him: Bye Me: Bye ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Late Night Alone ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Laying down Watching the blur of people on the TV screen Tears dried into the plump pillow. Shivering but refusing to get up to get sheets Wondering if he's home yet Wondering if Shana is keeping him company Wondering if he will ever want to be with me Why did I let this happen this way For love? Looks like Ive dug myself a hole... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Deal ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We met on a cold day in December after school. First time Ive seem a guy look so scrumptious when you can only see his face. Outside of the school. Alone. All buses are gone, all teachers, the principal too.. My dad is so late... "Hello." I turn to the sexy guy. Oh...his lips look so good.... NO stop it! "Hi." I shuffle my feet. Starting to freeze... "Havent seen you around before." "Same goes for you from me." Try and be witty..So far so good... Conversation blossomed from there. Two weeks passed slowly. Now I was hooked on him. Why? I dont know.... He's so sexy, so smart,did i mention sexy? I feel something Ive never felt before I think its called craziness... Then...It happened... One nite we were talking.... Words Ive never spoken to anyone before.. Words that would make a priest blush I felt like blushing... And it was made. The time and place... The feelings Excitement... And it happened. The touching happened The kissing happened The pleasure happened And it kept on from there.. Never said a word about relationships Just tentative conversation Skirting over the love talk And the deal was done slowly but surely Why me?? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ |